Tuesday, August 21, 2012
see and don't see
To say it doesn't sting a little would be lying, to say goodbye, to try to store away that confusion of feeling, because it's not quite unrequited affection, not enough history to truly miss much, all this is impossible to make sense of, in the aftermath there's so much left un-understood. It's not really this, it's just the firstworldproblems angst rearing its head again. It's make more sense if it felt like there were actual reasons, as such there are none, just the converging of ephemeral dreams constantly deferred.