existential crises, tearful phone conversations, spiritual angst, tactless words to near and dears and subsequent heartfelt apologies, moments of healing catharsis, walks down to the frozen water, listening to garage records, reinspired guitar playing, dystopian French movies, moments of incredible closeness that are a salve for the restlessness of the eternal questioning, and also questioning that closeness and savoring the ability to live this strange life and survive the sadness to come out to the other side.
The weather has finally broken, at least for a little bit and I am so relieved. It feels so liberating not to need so many layers to survive the cold. I played music this morning and despite the lack of sleep the past two days, feel renewed somewhat.
The weather has finally broken, at least for a little bit and I am so relieved. It feels so liberating not to need so many layers to survive the cold. I played music this morning and despite the lack of sleep the past two days, feel renewed somewhat.
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